Author Archives: unitelove

it feels like i was put on this earth to parent my parents in many respects i was 13 when my mom and similarly my father started a precipitous downslide and the realization became evident that i was more intelligent … Continue reading →

i now believe i have paid back all the debt i owe to my parents for creating me and raising me i no longer owe them an attempt to try and help or save them the debt is complete it … Continue reading →

why am i living here i don’t know exactly on the one had it’s miserable living with people who don’t help themselves and simply respond i don’t know i’m not sure i’m gonna figure it out when they are clearly … Continue reading →

nico was here he sang of a ring of fire now he is not here and my mother just told me my father took money from her which she was going to use to get bir th certificate and marriage … Continue reading →

it’s interesting how trapped i can feel i love my parents but they do not seek what i seek increasingly i want to form community where we work together each day but it seems they are simply happy enjoying and … Continue reading →

the rubber shoes were coming off my shoes. i tries to glue them a few times but now i am conflicted about whether i should continue using glue, which is a somewhat unsustainable material.  is there a sustainable glue? anyway, … Continue reading →

it’s very difficult sometimes it seems like my demons follow no matter what i am living with my parents again currently their demons are still alive and kicking poor health habits inability to communicate truth and honesty because of fear … Continue reading →

I am so angry at my father right now. Well, not as much after this doobie. But he put his cigarettes out into a plant I was growing. I can’t understand why he did that. I asked him not-to 10 … Continue reading →

am i in hell i was thinking in the shower today … my mom is ill people outsides forces have hurt her her own lifestyle choices have hurt her now she lays dying by my estimation probably 6 months to … Continue reading →

A box of darkness is a great gift indeed It’s blasphemy in the moment Has given me exactly what I need Transforming anger and victimous feelings Into strength and higher ceilings Sharper insight And brave wings for flight Deeper patience … Continue reading →