Monthly Archives: February 2011

I normally wouldn’t think of doing this, but it was so good to read and fitting with the style of addiction in our Family.  So, here is D.H. Lawrence (November 1912) … A woman of character and refinement goes into … Continue reading →

I noticed tonight that I like seeing enthusiasm from people.  When I see a text message, I want to know that they really like what I’m saying and that they really like me.  I guess I’m insecure a little bit, … Continue reading →

What makes good art.  I think 2 things.  Honesty and Courage.  Courageous Honesty. Courage to be Honest.  Honesty about our Courage.  Honest Courage. I have not been completely courageous or open with my usual complete honesty. Obviously, I want to … Continue reading →

So… Today I am pondering the question, “how bad is my Father?”  I have determined that this is the cause of most of my angst when dealing with my anger and indecision when it comes to the thoughts and feelings … Continue reading →

To hold on or not to hold on that is the question   Pain When I cause hurt in another I hold onto the pain until they say its ok to recover   Is it good to be a prisoner … Continue reading →

What can I do?  I tried keeping her up for so many years, but I don’t have that power.  I can slow the descent, but what is the point of that.  That is not life.  She does not want it … Continue reading →